A Visitor and a Birthday Party

Not the AF kind of visitor, but my lovely friend S who came all the way from Denmark!!! She is one of my internet friends that I have been talking to since March. We all "met" on an online forum and we branched out to form our own little group (there's a total of 5 of us).

S was in town to see some friends up north and then a friend in the city right next to where my mom lives! So of course I had to drive into town and meet up!

I do have to say, it was a bit scary, but I was so glad that I did it. S is the most sweetest girl evah! We hung out all day! We had lunch at Chipotle, walked around the mall, went and got Cold Stone ice cream, and went shopping at Target.

Friday was also my little brother's 6th birthday and my mom was having pizza and cake later on during the day, so after our Target adventure, we went to my mom's.

I am so glad that we were able to meet! I am now on a mission to meet up with the other ladies before my flight benefits end, which is going to be kind of hard, since I only have about 5 weeks left!

S had a wonderful idea about all 5 of us doing a "Girl's Trip", where everyone can meet all together! That would be so much fun if we can get it to happen!

Me and S at my mom's

My little bro getting embarrassed when we were singing to him!

Destination: Horndog City

Well, this came out of left field. I was on Provera once before and had no side effects. This time however, I can not get enough...

Translation: I wanted to jump my husband's bones, all. the. time. Like I was ready for Round 2 just as soon as Round 1 ended, lol!

After the third  straight day, he told me that he needed a break, lol. I joked that it seems like I'm the guy now in the relationship!

But holy hell, the urges!!!

I feel (slightly) bad for him since he works all day and I do nothing blog, cook, and clean all day at home.

But when a girl wants it, she needs to have it!

P.S.- Searching for a pic this time was challenging. Not too many PG pics when you search for "begging" LOL

Didn't fall for it

Well, here it is, CD36 and the stupid bish never showed. I guess she figured out that I was trying to trick her, and instead she was all like, "Look at her trying to be cute, I'm going to show her who's boss, and take a little vacation..."

Anyways, here's to being back on Provera...

LOLZ

Weezer!!!

I am such a nerd. I love, love Weezer! And guess who was added to the Fair's concert series???

WEEZER!!!!

Oh my god! Their last album was my life's soundtrack for the last few years. This is one of the bands that was definitely on my concerts bucket list, so I had to go and see them!

I had to drag my friend, Jaimee (okay, well not drag, but I knew that this was not her kind of music) to the fair. We had to get there early to get in to the general admission section (the price for two tickets was about $94 for decent seats and even though that I really, really wanted to see them, $94 bucks was a bit steep to pay for a FAIR concert. If it was at the SM Center, then hells yeah I would have paid it)

All in all, it was a great concert!!!

Here's a few pics!

 

 

Best. Night. Ever.



Trying to Trick my body

Today is CD33, and I still have not started AF. Where the hell is she???

In the past, it seemed to me that good ol' AF likes to trick me into thinking that maybe, just maybe by some impossible way that I'll get my BFP. She usually likes to wait until after I take a HPT, get a negative result, and then show up, adding more salt to the wound.

I figured that I would try to trick her this time.  Yesterday morning, I peed in my cup and dipped an OPK because I have more of those lying around. Nope, nothing happened. Negative result (duh) and still no AF.

So this morning, I figured that I would use an HPT. Dipped the strip in and got the - (no real surprise there) and now we wait for AF.

If AF still has not shown up by tomorrow, back on Provera I go :(

Hopefully it won't be THAT long!

CD28-Nothing New

Still doing the waiting game with AF. Temp went up **slightly** and then dipped back down. Oh well, couldn't hurt to try for my Hail Mary.

I think that I decided, instead of waiting after another 3 rounds of the Femara protocol before we got more invasive, is to just jump in on the first round. I feel like I might be wasting some precious time. Not too sure yet. I tried talking to Justin about it because we would be out of pocket (OOP), stupid insurance only wanting to pay for only testing, and he could only say, "I can't miss any work, go to sleep."

I need to call my RE's office to ask about it, but I am so deathly afraid to. I think that I'm mostly afraid of the price that I am going to get quoted.

**An Update, within an update***

Someone put her big girl panties on, and called the RE's office. Drumroll please: $335 for the IUI!!! Not too horrific! She even said that we can do it this next cycle, just to call when I start my period and then go in for an ultrasound and get some more info.

::Happy Dance::

But still nervous as hell. Where in the hell is my period? I want to get this show on the road!!!

This is how I feel right now. No, not like a dog, but like "What?!"

Damn you Sour Patch Kids

We love all things sour in my household, so when I found a 3.5 lb bag of SPK, I thought, "Hey, why not?"

I swear that these things are going to be the death of me. I fill up a snack size ziplock bag, and I only eat one color at a time: Green, Yellow, Orange, and Red for last (it's my favorite!) The bag will last me all day.

I feel like crap after eating them, I swear them off, then I feel better by the next day. So what do I do? I eat more of course! Thinking, "No, that's not what upset my stomach".

News Alert: Yep it's definitely those pesky SPK causing all kinds of tummy trouble. Not running to the bathroom kind of trouble, just I feel like shit and don't want to move, I feel like blah, kind of trouble.

So note to self: NO MORE SOUR PATCH KIDS....EVER!

SPK is shooting me up from the inside

Holy HUGE temp drop

I had a HUGE temp drop this morning, so it's not looking too good :(. I know that I am definitely over-analyzing this cycle, but hey, what is there else to do, right?

Hoping that my temp goes back up in the morning!

Things that make you go "Hmmmm"

So I'm just sitting here, literally going out of my mind looking at my chart. Even though, Holly said that it was almost impossible for me to know for sure if the +OPK really meant ovulation, I keep analyzing this thing.

Okay, so I got the +OPK  at 8:30pm on CD15. Fertility Friend says that a person can expect to ovulate within the next 24-36 hours. If I did ovulate on CD17 (please, please, please), I would more than likely have a temperature dip on CD 18, which I did! See how I'm going nuts here?

If that's the case, as of today I would be 8 dpo. Since I know that this cycle is pretty much a "Hail Mary", I'm going to wait until the weekend to test.

My main symptom that I get is extremely sore boobies and nips before AF, and I've got nothing...yet.

If I don't get my BFP this cycle, all I want is for my body to work the way it should and start AF on my own. That would at least prove to me that it has finally gotten the wake up call!